Bitchin: Hi, 2017! I'm back!

Well, I must be doomed for not writing anything in it and it's already 2017. So, happy new year,  happy lunar year, happy valentine, and happy birthday to me, lol. This year, I want to do something different with my blog. Well, since the title of the blog is fictionedfictionalfiction, I think I have to do something which related to that thing. Therefore, I'm planning to do a project with it. In the same time, I'm hoping that I won't abandon it. I have several abandoned projects (lol) and I was a bit guilty to not to continue. However, it's been so hard to focus about it since my head is always full of new ideas (no, I'm not bragging, it's quite annoying tbh). Thus, I simply hope that I can do the right thing by combining the purpose of this blog with the project that I've usually done in some places.

Then, the idea is I'm gonna write post about movie through a fictional character that I've made. I have thought several ideas about it and man, it's quite hard to think up the name for the character. I need something that can be remembered easily. Something short and catchy. But, it's too hard to determine the right name for the character. Well, I've made a decision about it, though. I just don't know if it'll be the right name for the character. Hopefully yes (crossing fingers af). Then, speaking about the character, I think she might be (yes, it's a 'she') twenty something and work in an publishing office. That's the plan. Idk if I will change it 😁. Also, she has a friend, whom has similar hobby like her, watching movie; and basically, the story will be about her experience in watching movie. Maybe there will be some stories about her daily lives and whatsoever. Some stories might be from my real experience or some things that I made up, so don't take it seriously.

As for now, I'm still writing some parts about it. Maybe I will post it soon. Hopefully I will. And I hope this will heal my 'writer block' issues because I want to finish my abandoned project as soon as I can since I come up with many other ideas (I have made 3-4 drafts about it and all thanks to the recent game that I've played. 💀💀💀💀💀). Well, I should stop blabbering about many things and just writing about the project for this blog. Whoever who read this post, thanks for reading it. Hopefully, I can come up with interesting post. Hopefully, Mata ashita (really?) and stay watching movie!

(one of the doramas I've enjoyed last year. Well, I'm thinking my character should be as cute as Mikuri-san 😆😆😆😆😆😆, but I'm so angsty it won't happen lol)

About a word: YOLO

Credits:

http://rahjy.tumblr.com/ for the awesome gif

Baiklah, siapa yang ngga tau soal kata yang satu ini? well, aku ngga tau soal ini beberapa taun yang lalu dan mikir kalau maybe it has something to do with POLO, dan beberapa saat setelahnya, aku akhirnya gugel dan baru tau kalo frase ini sebenarnya singkatan dari You Only Live Once or Carpe Diem or Kamu Hanya Hidup Sekali or Ente Cuman Hidup Sekali Doang, Bray. Ternyata oh ternyata, awalnya aku beneran mikir kalau itu jenis kaos baru, sepupunya POLO dan untungnya aku ngga beneran nanya sama orang dimana aku bisa beli YOLO. Bisa berabe ntar!

About YOLO, aku ngga yakin kapan pertama kali slang ini muncul, tapi katanya kata-kata ini mulai dikenal, thanks to bapak jatilan kita, Drake yang katanya bikin slang ini makin dikenal di kalangan orang banyak. Ide Drake untuk menginput kata YOLO di lagunya ini, bikin slang ini makin banyak digunakan. Yah, ngga cuman dipake orang di Amerika sana, banyak orang yang latah pake kata ini, termasuk di Indonesia. Tentunya dengan keberadaan internet, semua orang jadi banyak tau soal kata yang nggemesin ini. Aku sendiri bukan orang yang sering pake kata-kata ini, tapi aku ngerti kenapa banyak orang pake kata ini, it explains every awkward situation easily, YOLO! Ah ya, speaking about the origin of this word, sebenarnya ada sih yang usaha untuk trace back darimana kata ini berasal dan kamu bisa baca sendiri disini karena they have explained everything, why should I make another one?

Dan YOLO, karena kepopulerannya, triggers beberapa meme yang mana beberapa di antaranya:
1.

Yeah, YOLO, mam

Credits: doulla @ memecenter.com

2.

autocorrect rules

Credits: sigh101 @ memecenter.com

3. and this

basically because I start this post because of him and his YOLO moments

Credits:
Morgan Deckert @pinterest

Dan seperti yang aku sebutkan sebelumnya, ada beberapa lagu with YOLO moments:

1. Ini

2. Ini

3. Bahkan ini? (I'm not really sure about this, but well YOLO)

Well, the fact is YOLO is getting bigger and bigger everywhere as well as the people who hate about it. Aku liat ada banyak orang yang sepertinya fed up sama kata ini, saking gampangnya beberapa orang berpikir tentang hidup. But, well, in fact, the word teach you something. It warns you that You Only Live Once, so you should make your life precious. Yet, some people just take it to a different way and carelessly doing things. YOLO, people.

Welcome 2014

Finally, it's 2014. I'm feeling weaker and gloomy now because I'm gonna be older this year. Yet, I haven't done some things WHICH should be done last year. I don't know if those things gonna be my resolutions AGAIN this year because now I know I'm not good with planning and those stuffs, I'll just go with the flow or mah intuition.

Looking back the last year, I still CAN'T write any fanfics or stories. Well, it bothers me well a lot because I always come up with new ideas and ended up hanging the idea into several pages and can't write anymore about it. I have for about 30 - 40 prologs now with no development. Is it writer's block? Well, fuck that writer's block. I've been through this for about 2 - 3 years now and it's always been a depressing moments when I added some new ideas, but can't do any further about it. And I have this one ultimate (lol) story that I want to finish. I wrote it 3 years ago, it has several chapters which getting some good responses from some people and as for me, I really like the story but somehow, I can't make it further. NOW, in this year, I'm thinking to rewrite the story. Maybe it'll be slight different but, it still holds the original concept. Hope this changes can make me finish it and of course, I also hope it'll turn to a better story than the previous one. Wish me luck, people!

PS. Wish me luck for removing this blackpanda eyes and pale complexion, too. I'm still human, y'know!

TMGS 1

Ah-hah! Since I'm quite nijikon myself, there is no way I don't make TMGS as my post.

TMGS stands for Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side and it's a dating-sim game by KONAMI which is quite popular in Japan. So far, it has three editions : Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side, Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side : 2nd Kiss, and Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side : 3rd Story. I played Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side and Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side : 2nd Kiss and awaiting for the English patch of Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side : 3rd Story. I hope it'll come sooner because they are so much great reviews from people who play it raw.

Now, now, I gonna talk about TMGS 1 first. Shall I begin with the characters?
1.  Kei Hazuki (葉月 珪) CV. HIKARU MIDORIKAWA
The main character of this game and it's Hikaru Midorikawa's ॱ॰⋆(˶ॢ‾᷄﹃‾᷅˵ॢ)ӵᵘᵐᵐᵞ♡♡♡

2. Sakuya Morimura (守村 桜弥) CV. AKIRA ISHIDA
The genius. Sweet guy though ｡^‿^｡

3. Kazuma Suzuka (鈴鹿 和馬) CV. NOBUYUKI HIYAMA
The jock. A bit tsundere (۶ꈨຶꎁꈨຶ )۶ʸᵉᵃʰᵎ

4. Madoka Kijo (姫条 まどか) CV. RYŌTARŌ OKIAYU
The mature(?) guy. Idk how to explain him. (•ิ_•ิ)?

5. Shiki Mihara (三原 色) CV. SHIN-ICHIRO MIKI

The full-of-himself artist (╬ﾟ◥益◤ﾟ)

6. Reiichi Himuro (氷室 零一) CV. TAKEHITO KOYASU
He's the heroine's homeroom teacher. I love teacher-student romance, it's forbidden and thrilling (/∇＼*)｡o○♡

I love this CG

7. Wataru Hibiya (日比谷 渉) CV. KAPPEI YAMAGUCHI
The shotacon (?) Σ(꒪ॢ∀꒪;)՞л̵ʱªʱª

8. Ikkaku Amanohashi (天之橋 一鶴) CV. JŪRŌTA KOSUGI
 He's the principal of heroine (ᵒ̤̑ ₀̑ ᵒ̤̑)wow!*✰

9. Chiharu Aoki (蒼樹 千晴) CV. SHŌTARŌ MORIKUBO
One of the secret characters (¬‿¬)

10. Jin Tendou (天童 壬) CV. SŌICHIRŌ HOSHI
He's my baby and a secret character, too σ(≧ε≦ｏ)

11. Goro Hanatsubaki (花椿 吾郎) CV. SHŌ HAYAMI
Weird fashion designer ヽ（・＿・；)ノ

found this, not-so-appealing, lol

So far, I've played Hazuki Kei's, Reiichi Himuro's, and Jin Tendou's. There are all my favorite's. But the most of it, of course, Jin Tendou, hahaha. He has a short route but, it's too sweet, I'm gonna die floating in the air. And about the others, I haven't any desire to play their routes but, people mentions some good reviews about their routes so, I may play those later. As for game, it's quite a story, took me 3-4 days to reach the ending and Hazuki Kei is definitely the most difficult character to catch. I played his route three times to get his route because he's too demanding. Also, I have to deal with other characters who also falls into the heroine and wants to date the heroine. It's hard to keep up because the other characters will develop 'bomb' which can make a bad impression of the heroine over Hazuki's love meter. Well, actually, it happened to all guys that you aimed. Once you got the 'bomb' and 'bomb' exploded, then your relationship with the guy you aimed will be a no-no. Plus, in this game, you have rivals. Ck! It makes the game even more difficult. Fortunately, you can develop this rivalry thing, if you're aiming for Sakuya Morimura, Kazuma Suzuka, Madoka Kijo, and Shiki Mihara. Thanks God, I have no desire to play their routes...yet. Ah, yes, I forget to mention it before, this game has a SUPER-CUTE ENDING! I love it than TMGS 2

At last, if you're into otome game, you must play 'this legendary dating-sim'. But, I guess there must be alot people who have played it. Only me who just find out about it. Stupid me.
Ja! this is the trailer of this game, hope you enjoy it!

Fuck! it even got B'z as the opening. I'm dying in happiness (｡☉౪ ⊙｡)

Credits : syvle @ photobucket, imageshack, TokimekiMedia @ youtube

Wtf disbandment!

Well, sebenarnya niat aku ngeblog hari ini bukan untuk ngomongin 'disbandment'. But, still, the word ' disbandment' left me uneasy feeling. Dan, aku ngecek di edohsama blogspot siapa band yang lagi - lagi menyatakan diri mau disbanding. It' s A(エース). Wow, quite shocking. Aku emang sama sekali belum pernah dengerin karya mereka ataupun ngikutin perkembangan mereka, tapi setauku mereka punya reputasi yang cukup dan fans yang cukup banyak. Beberapa orang kukenal di fb juga quite fond of them. I bet there are many people talk about this in my timeline. Talking about how unbelievable or how sad it is. Then, they are asking why did this happened. But, the answer remains unsaid and they shall be mourned till they find another good band with some good looking guys. Pffftt....happens a lot.
And there is another pattern when some of the disbandment band members choose to continue their ways in making music and they make a new band with some new members but, in the end, the band is worse than ever. Bahkan, sama sekali ngga mendekati ekspetasi yang diharapkan para fans mereka. Pffft...this happens alot, too. Yang jarang terjadi itu kalau band yang baru kebentuk ini exceeding the fans' expectations, at least imo. Aku jarang banget nemuin band yang malahan jadi bagus setelah mereka ngelewatin proses 'disbandment' ini. I wonder about it sometimes. Mungkin karena motivasi mereka untuk ngeband berubah atau mungkin mereka sendiri sudah ngga se-excited pertama kalinya mereka ngeband. Entahlah, kebanyakan band yang baru kebentuk itu sounds like shit.
Oiya, my intention to write this post is not picking a fight, but you do have some nice opinions over this post, I'm glad to hear that. This is merely my blabbering over 'disbandment' issue and trust me, aku juga salah satu dari fans yang suka ngebanjirin timeline orang waktu tau band yang favoritku disben dan lupa sama band itu waktu nemuin band baru yang lebih bagus, lol. I've been through this path over and over for a quite long time, I guess. And it makes me realize there is no advantage on mourning this 'disbandment' band because there must be another good bands ou there and all you have to do is looking for them. Besides, they've been selfish by disbanding so, I will be selfish by forgetting them and finding myself another one, lol. But, then, I respect any long-terms-band yang sudah bertahun - tahun berjuang untuk terus - terusan berkarya dengan anggota band yang sama walaupun in the end, masing - masing dari mereka punya proyek sendiri - sendiri. Perjuangan untuk ngebangun band sampai sekian lama itu ngga gampang dan itu hebat banget, menurutku.
Akhir kata, sebelum post ini kututup, you have my sincerest condolences, A(エース) fans. Tapi aku yakin kalian nantinya nemuin band yang hebat seperti A(エース) ataupun lebih. Cheer up, bro!

Shoot me, bro!

Shooting Star

Dan berlanjut dengan post saya yang sebelumnya, saya pun beralih ke post yang ini. Sebenarnya post ini sudah lama berjamur di dalam urutan post di blog saya dan berlabel menjadi draft. Waktu itu, post-postan ini baru terisi setengah dan itu pun sebenarnya cuman buat ngabarin kalau CD Shooting Star sudah ada dan harganya pun sebenarnya lumayan murah, imo. Apakah saya membelinya? Tentu saja......tidak. Kondisi keuangan saya yang semakin lama semakin mengerikan ini memaksa saya untuk cukup senang dengan pirate version-nya. Miris sebenarnya, di post itu, saya bilang CDnya harganya murah tapi saya sendiri ngga sanggup buat belinya (cuih!)

Ngemeng-ngemeng, yang membuat saya jadi bikin post-post tentang Shooting Star ini bukan cuma harganya yang murah, tapi saya cukup terkesan dengan PVnya yang membuat beberapa fangirl pastinya come up with some ideas for their fanfics, admit it, don't you?

Because I do feel the same, but I had those ideas for about 2-3 years ago. Confused, eh? Maksud saya 2 - 3 tahun lalu, saya pernah nulis fanfic yang ceritanya kurang lebih sesuai sama storyline yang ada di PV itu, specifically in Hiroto's and Tora's arc (arc? this aint otogem, you dumb!)

Yang paling mirip sebenarnya punya Hiroto, makanya waktu saya nonton PV Shooting Star, I feel like "WHAT IS THIS SHIT???!!! HOW CAN IT....ASDASDASDASDASDASD!!!"

Yah, begitulah. Temen saya yang pernah baca fanfic itu juga bilang kayak gitu, lololololololololol. Yah, saya sih ngerasanya antara senang dan sedih. Senang karena I had that storyline jauh sebelumnya PV itu keluar dan Sedih karena kayaknya saya akhir-akhir sudah ngga bisa nulis fanfic. Kesedihan ini agak frustating karena new ideas itu selalu datang walaupun saya sendiri sudah ngga bisa nulis fanfic. Pffffffffffffffttttt.............

Ngomong-ngomong, karena saya sedang lapar dan memang belum makan dari tadi, saya mau keluar dulu cari makan. Kayaknya makan kerupuk enak. Adios, ciao, matta ne

WTF, YOURE KILLIN ME, HIROTO!!!! ngga jadi cari makan

credits : verwelktesgedicht @ tumblr (ps. thank you for the gif, please have my baby)

Me making excuses

Yak, setelah sekian lama mengacuhkan blog ini, akhirnya saya balik lagi and now I'm feeling like using my mother tongue so there will some acakadut language around here, hahahahahaha

Now, now, ada banyak hal yang bikin blog ini lagi terbengkalai

SATU

Saya sedang malas. Malas, ngga mood nulis walaupun ada banyak hal yang mau dimasukkan di blog ini tapinya anytime I want to write down something, yang ada saya cuma melongo, terus buka web yang lain, dan akhirnya buka fb, dan selesailah sudah.

DUA

Saya sedang sibuk. Yak, beberapa tugas yang numpuk emang eat me up akhir-akhir ini sampai-sampai somewhere in september kemaren saya bener-bener blank. Ngga bisa ngerjain apa-apa, ngga mikir apa-apa, bahkan untuk ngobrol sama orang aja susah because it requires alotsof thought. Untungnya beberapa orang mengerti kondisi saya dan tidak berusaha untuk memprovokasi saya lebih lanjut dengan ngatain, "Eh,sombong banget sih lu!" (cuih)

TIGA

Saya sedang banyak pikiran. Yah, ada hubungannya sama nomor dua. Banyak tugas yang harus dipikirkan dan beberapa hal yang menyangkut masa depan saya (hakcuih!) seperti halnya tes CPNS yang lagi banyak ditawarkan di beberapa tempat. Pengen banget jadi rescuer di tim SAR tapi begitu melihat tes phobia ketinggian, saya tau keinginan itu hanyalah sebuah mimpi belaka (nangis)

EMPAT

Kamar saya officially sedang berubah menjadi taman kanak-kanak. Kedatangan dua keponakan lucu memang menyenangkan, tapi kalau mereka masuk ke kamarmu dan mencoba ikut bereksperimen dengan keyboardmu di saat kamu sedang mencoba mengetik sesuatu tentunya hal itu kurang menyenangkan, bukan? Apalagi kalau salah satu keponakanmu sedang belajar membaca dan dia pun membaca isi blogmu with LOUD AND CLEAR VOICE. Untungnya dulu saya ngepost pake bahasa Inggris, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LIMA

...................Saya ngga ingat alasan yang kelima, mungkin karena ketek saya sudah bau asem yang artinya saya membutuhkan beberapa guyuran air disertai sabun yang wanginya tidak seberapa. Karena itu, saya akhiri blog ini dengan mengucapkan

BANZAI!!!!

Paling ngga, saya berhasil nulis satu post baru di blog ini, hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha

Credits : yuukiina @ tumblr for the smexy gif

GATTA LAIF, YU GEEK!

That words.....hanging in my head lately cause I do aware that I spend a LOT-LOT-LOT of my time in front of my computer than doing something irl
I know there is a lotsofthings that I can do than spending a lot of time in here but, here is my happiness belongs to. Moreover, I've been addicted to an online game lately which is THIS!

(yes, it's visual game. ONLINE VISUAL GAME)

Yes, I know this is HELLA-rious when someone in my age, playing this stuff like there is no another day like tomorrow. I'm also fully aware (like I said before) there ARE other things that I can do than playing tis stuff. But, still it captures me. And also, I almost abandon this blog again. Thanks that I have to waiting for the energy, to be refilled. So, I decide to write about this VN, though some of you may know about this better than me.

First, This game is called "STAR PROJECT". The original version is in Korea but then, the Japanese version come out, followed by the English version. Some said the Japanese is already dead. I bet it's true because I can't find the Japanese version. There's only the Korean and English version. And some said that the English version is derived from the English version. So, that explains why the English version character's names is in Japanese. I'll show some of the characters that you can meet in this VN.

YOON/TOUYA

He will be your first star. He's a bit stupid, childish, and quite funny. He said he's an orphan who wants to get revenge of his real parents who abandoned him

WON YOUNG/REN

 a typical rich prince who wants to try a different living of life, but he has a hidden motive for being a star

LEON/TORIAN

He looks like a mixture of Kaito and Gakuto,amirite?

He comes from a place where sword and magic, and dragons exist-- the Finon empire. He's a prince who ran away from his world

GA-EUL/SOUTA

He's a talented child actor from orphanage. Somehow, his friends betray him and there is no talent agencies lay an eye for him. He has a quite sad story imo

But, he hasn't appeared in the English version

MI-YOO

 the heroine find "her" accidentally and decide to make her a celebrity because there is no girl in her company. But actually....

IAN

 The heroine got him because she threatens him, lol

SEO BIN

(now what? tis iz HELLA-rious, they're gonna make me dating a HOBO and I'm gonna change him from hobo to HOTTIE)

About the story, there is a slight different between the Korean and English version

The Korean version

Once upon a time there was a girl who lived with her dad, who was the head of a company that managed celebrities. One day he and the little girl is left all alone with an old building that's about to collapse. All she has is loads of debt. Since the company has been damaged, all the people who worked in this building had left and found their own ways in career.

The English version

There was a time when this star management company was popular. Due to an unfortunate car accident, both the owner and his wife passed away and their girl takes over the company.
All the stars and staff of the company went their ownways and the only thing left for the girl is a mountain of debt and an old ragged building that looks like it's going to collapse any day now.
One day, a righteous boy who came from the country came out of nowhere and appeared before the girl. The girl saw star potential in this young man and they both teamed up to start the "Star Project!"
Will the young, country boy and the naïve manager be able to create a stunning "star"? Follow the scenarios to discover the story of your star and live surprising events.

It's a quite interesting game since I, surely, spend my leisure time to play it
In case, if you're interested, you can play it in here
English version : http://starproject.galaxy-games.com/

or if you're capable of communicating in Hangul

Korean version : http://star.vvvic.com/main.asp

Well, now, excuse me, I want to play it again and I will add some information about it later

 

MATTA NEE~

Source : every people in Star Project Forum who keep giving useful information
Thank you so much, hope Torian coming out soon!
and Star Project Wiki (visit the site if you want to know it further)

i DID abandon my blog

I don't know when is the last time I came into my blog and wrote down something here. Well, I guess it's been a long time since I have "2012" in my label but it's now "2013" so, first thing that I should say might be

OHISASHIBURI DESU~~

It's not like I want to abandon it. There were some time I came into my blog, decided to post something but ended up with nothing because I have nothing to write down nor have a mood to type anything. There is nothing to write down because vikei world (to me) is going to devastated. There are some of my fav bands disbanded lately. Lemme take an example by saying NEGA.

This! I don't understand why they are doing that thing. For me, their latest releases is not bad, nearly to be perfect , but still it doesn't change a fact that they are disbanding. The reason of the disbandment still floats in the air and people still guess what it's happened. Okay, I know about the disbandment of Nega might be the effect of the UCP's closing down. But, I think they can still continue the band by joining another label or if it's because of their loyalty to Kisaki, they can wait Kisaki to build another label. I hear a rumour that Kisaki will make a new one, named Overcode Production (don't know if it's true but at least, it's a light of hope)

What a pity! The light of hope doesn't enlight them as much as I want. They still continue with the plan. Making best album and last oneman tour. And also, releasing a new look.

JIN

SAN

RAY

YU

Teh fak! I don't need this! It's such a waste! VANITAS it's not that bad! Waidefakareyoudisbanding!

  

That's it, I need to rest

But, I'm still crediting NEGA official website for the new look

Bitching : Facebook and Its games

So, after having my wall changed into why-you-give-me-timeline-goddamnit, I'm getting fed up with facebook and rarely, having fun in facebook.Yet,now, I have a solution to kill my boredom. and what is it?

Yes, as the title implied it, I spend my time playing some facebook games. I must say that I'm quite impressive about some of it and playing it some. These are that "some of it" :

1. The Sims Social

2. SimCity Social

3. StarCity with K-Star

4. GalaStories

5. SongPop

6. Dreamland

7. Pico World

Just wanna say, long long time ago I was addicted to those games. I'm just wondering if this timeline era will bring me into facebook-game-addiction-second phase.
I'll give you some notes if you're decided to join the addiction.
- You'd better watch out if you're gonna send some invitation to your friends. Some of them might be annoyed about it because they consider it as a spam.
- If you want to play one of these games, make sure you have for about three or five playing similar games with you or you can't finish some missions that surely, needs some of friends' help
- You'll need a real good connection on your internet to play these games, so (again) make sure about it or you'll die miserably for can't play it in a proper way.

About songs : SE tracks

SE track or some of you might know it as 'instrumental track', as I do. Well, if there is someone who wants to correct me, I don't mind because I don't really know about SE track in real. But still, I'm gonna talk about SE track. There is a lot-lot-lot SE tracks in this world. SO, I'm gonna limit it and talks about SE tracks in some visual kei's bands.
There is some SE tracks that catch my ear and successfully being my fave when I'm into my headset:

1. People Error by The GazettE

I pick this SE over the others because it's....well, I think it really bring the content that Ruki wants to say about human, as the title said, People Error. I can feel the sadness or the disappointment about the error of what people do these days. Besides, I have unbearable desire with piano. That might explain why I fall into this SE.

2. Omnia Vanitas by NEGA

Yu....well, I'm speechless. He always succeed to make me trembling with his tunes and this is, straightly, become my fave and it's always good not to hear Jin singing but, whispering. I really hope Yu can be a pianist someday.

3. Ningyo by Vidoll

First, I want to say sorry because I can't find the Ningyo version only, so I post this one.
Second, fuck you, Rame! You dress like a kawaii girl and play like a boss! I don't know that bass can be THIS interesting before I hear Vidoll's songs. Rame is the one who bring me to like Vidoll's songs. Sadly, they are disbanded. Hopefully, he can kick some asses that he did in Vidoll with his new band.

4. Forsaken Sorrow by Forbidden Days Rhapsody

This is a Mika's project (ex. Rentrer en Soi). It's touching. In some points, it can make you *coughs* cry and *coughs* forget your problems

Well, I guess this my top four SE tracks for now. I might have some others but, these SE tracks are exactly the tracks I've been listening into these days. Mind to share your fave SE track?

About a PV : Nega - 虚しき「生」の寓意≒「死」の真意

When

This

Meets

This

It will becoming

This

As my previous post about Nega's latest PV in MP, I mention that it looks a lot like The GazettE's Chizuru. Well, it is, for about first 4 minutes. The same outfit (especially for Jin) with the same atmosphere really bring back The Gazette's Chizuru mood into my mind. Then, my mind goes into Dir en Grey's Red Soil. Now, it's not about the same outfit (Kyo didn't wear bra like Jin does, rite? :p ) but the set and the hands in that PV. I realize it's not as 'same' as it does with The GazettE's Chizuru, but still I'm thinking about Dir en Grey's Red Soil when I see it. Fortunately, Nega still clings into their "stuff" for the rest of PV which are blood everywhere, every members looks suffering, going to die or go die themselves.

I don't mean to bash Nega or something else, but throwing my honest opinion about their new PV. I do understand that they have very own concept in making a PV, it may looks a bit similar in this and that thing. Also, I do understand that Nega's Munashiki song are NOT similar with The GazettE's Chizuru or Dir en Grey's Red Soil.

Btw, Yuu and SAN make a badass intro for this song.

Bitching : My (not) first post in blogspot

Finally, balik lagi ke blogspot
Malu-maluin banget dah...baru kemaren ngapus blogspot lama, woro-woro pindah ke MP, eh taunya...."diusir" dengan baiknya.
Padahal udah ngepost lumayan banyak di MP (ngga sampe 50 juga)

One thing bugged me up when I had to do this "move in" routine
Yaitu....nentuin layout yang settled buat blogspot ini.
Pengalaman waktu bikin blogspot yang dulu, aku harus bolak-balik cari layout yang bagus.
Ganti-ganti terus sampai hampir 10 kali, baru dapat layout yang oke
Sebenarnya sepele sih, tapi this is real annoying.