Looking back the last year, I still CAN'T write any fanfics or stories. Well, it bothers me well a lot because I always come up with new ideas and ended up hanging the idea into several pages and can't write anymore about it. I have for about 30 - 40 prologs now with no development. Is it writer's block? Well, fuck that writer's block. I've been through this for about 2 - 3 years now and it's always been a depressing moments when I added some new ideas, but can't do any further about it. And I have this one ultimate (lol) story that I want to finish. I wrote it 3 years ago, it has several chapters which getting some good responses from some people and as for me, I really like the story but somehow, I can't make it further. NOW, in this year, I'm thinking to rewrite the story. Maybe it'll be slight different but, it still holds the original concept. Hope this changes can make me finish it and of course, I also hope it'll turn to a better story than the previous one. Wish me luck, people!
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Wednesday, January 8, 2014
Welcome 2014
Finally, it's 2014. I'm feeling weaker and gloomy now because I'm gonna be older this year. Yet, I haven't done some things WHICH should be done last year. I don't know if those things gonna be my resolutions AGAIN this year because now I know I'm not good with planning and those stuffs, I'll just go with the flow or mah intuition.
Looking back the last year, I still CAN'T write any fanfics or stories. Well, it bothers me well a lot because I always come up with new ideas and ended up hanging the idea into several pages and can't write anymore about it. I have for about 30 - 40 prologs now with no development. Is it writer's block? Well, fuck that writer's block. I've been through this for about 2 - 3 years now and it's always been a depressing moments when I added some new ideas, but can't do any further about it. And I have this one ultimate (lol) story that I want to finish. I wrote it 3 years ago, it has several chapters which getting some good responses from some people and as for me, I really like the story but somehow, I can't make it further. NOW, in this year, I'm thinking to rewrite the story. Maybe it'll be slight different but, it still holds the original concept. Hope this changes can make me finish it and of course, I also hope it'll turn to a better story than the previous one. Wish me luck, people!
PS. Wish me luck for removing this blackpanda eyes and pale complexion, too. I'm still human, y'know!
Looking back the last year, I still CAN'T write any fanfics or stories. Well, it bothers me well a lot because I always come up with new ideas and ended up hanging the idea into several pages and can't write anymore about it. I have for about 30 - 40 prologs now with no development. Is it writer's block? Well, fuck that writer's block. I've been through this for about 2 - 3 years now and it's always been a depressing moments when I added some new ideas, but can't do any further about it. And I have this one ultimate (lol) story that I want to finish. I wrote it 3 years ago, it has several chapters which getting some good responses from some people and as for me, I really like the story but somehow, I can't make it further. NOW, in this year, I'm thinking to rewrite the story. Maybe it'll be slight different but, it still holds the original concept. Hope this changes can make me finish it and of course, I also hope it'll turn to a better story than the previous one. Wish me luck, people!
Saturday, December 14, 2013
Randomness Attacks Me!
I'm making a coffee and listening to Ferri. Suddenly, something popped in my mind
The harder I laughed, the sadder I felt
Too much happiness didn't make me happy
But, a long and winding sadness made me realize the happiest moment in my life
Was I crazy?
Or I just regained my consciousness?
Well, I'm drinking my coffee now.
Friday, September 20, 2013
Shoot me, bro!
Shooting Star
Dan berlanjut dengan post saya yang sebelumnya, saya pun beralih ke post yang ini. Sebenarnya post ini sudah lama berjamur di dalam urutan post di blog saya dan berlabel menjadi draft. Waktu itu, post-postan ini baru terisi setengah dan itu pun sebenarnya cuman buat ngabarin kalau CD Shooting Star sudah ada dan harganya pun sebenarnya lumayan murah, imo. Apakah saya membelinya? Tentu saja......tidak. Kondisi keuangan saya yang semakin lama semakin mengerikan ini memaksa saya untuk cukup senang dengan pirate version-nya. Miris sebenarnya, di post itu, saya bilang CDnya harganya murah tapi saya sendiri ngga sanggup buat belinya (cuih!)
Ngemeng-ngemeng, yang membuat saya jadi bikin post-post tentang Shooting Star ini bukan cuma harganya yang murah, tapi saya cukup terkesan dengan PVnya yang membuat beberapa fangirl pastinya come up with some ideas for their fanfics, admit it, don't you?
Because I do feel the same, but I had those ideas for about 2-3 years ago. Confused, eh? Maksud saya 2 - 3 tahun lalu, saya pernah nulis fanfic yang ceritanya kurang lebih sesuai sama storyline yang ada di PV itu, specifically in Hiroto's and Tora's arc (arc? this aint otogem, you dumb!)
Yang paling mirip sebenarnya punya Hiroto, makanya waktu saya nonton PV Shooting Star, I feel like "WHAT IS THIS SHIT???!!! HOW CAN IT....ASDASDASDASDASDASD!!!"
Yah, begitulah. Temen saya yang pernah baca fanfic itu juga bilang kayak gitu, lololololololololol. Yah, saya sih ngerasanya antara senang dan sedih. Senang karena I had that storyline jauh sebelumnya PV itu keluar dan Sedih karena kayaknya saya akhir-akhir sudah ngga bisa nulis fanfic. Kesedihan ini agak frustating karena new ideas itu selalu datang walaupun saya sendiri sudah ngga bisa nulis fanfic. Pffffffffffffffttttt.............
Ngomong-ngomong, karena saya sedang lapar dan memang belum makan dari tadi, saya mau keluar dulu cari makan. Kayaknya makan kerupuk enak. Adios, ciao, matta ne
WTF, YOURE KILLIN ME, HIROTO!!!! ngga jadi cari makan
credits : verwelktesgedicht @ tumblr (ps. thank you for the gif, please have my baby)
Me making excuses
Yak, setelah sekian lama mengacuhkan blog ini, akhirnya saya balik lagi and now I'm feeling like using my mother tongue so there will some acakadut language around here, hahahahahaha
Now, now, ada banyak hal yang bikin blog ini lagi terbengkalai
SATU
Saya sedang malas. Malas, ngga mood nulis walaupun ada banyak hal yang mau dimasukkan di blog ini tapinya anytime I want to write down something, yang ada saya cuma melongo, terus buka web yang lain, dan akhirnya buka fb, dan selesailah sudah.
DUA
Saya sedang sibuk. Yak, beberapa tugas yang numpuk emang eat me up akhir-akhir ini sampai-sampai somewhere in september kemaren saya bener-bener blank. Ngga bisa ngerjain apa-apa, ngga mikir apa-apa, bahkan untuk ngobrol sama orang aja susah because it requires alotsof thought. Untungnya beberapa orang mengerti kondisi saya dan tidak berusaha untuk memprovokasi saya lebih lanjut dengan ngatain, "Eh,sombong banget sih lu!" (cuih)
TIGA
Saya sedang banyak pikiran. Yah, ada hubungannya sama nomor dua. Banyak tugas yang harus dipikirkan dan beberapa hal yang menyangkut masa depan saya (hakcuih!) seperti halnya tes CPNS yang lagi banyak ditawarkan di beberapa tempat. Pengen banget jadi rescuer di tim SAR tapi begitu melihat tes phobia ketinggian, saya tau keinginan itu hanyalah sebuah mimpi belaka (nangis)
EMPAT
Kamar saya officially sedang berubah menjadi taman kanak-kanak. Kedatangan dua keponakan lucu memang menyenangkan, tapi kalau mereka masuk ke kamarmu dan mencoba ikut bereksperimen dengan keyboardmu di saat kamu sedang mencoba mengetik sesuatu tentunya hal itu kurang menyenangkan, bukan? Apalagi kalau salah satu keponakanmu sedang belajar membaca dan dia pun membaca isi blogmu with LOUD AND CLEAR VOICE. Untungnya dulu saya ngepost pake bahasa Inggris, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LIMA
...................Saya ngga ingat alasan yang kelima, mungkin karena ketek saya sudah bau asem yang artinya saya membutuhkan beberapa guyuran air disertai sabun yang wanginya tidak seberapa. Karena itu, saya akhiri blog ini dengan mengucapkan
BANZAI!!!!
Paling ngga, saya berhasil nulis satu post baru di blog ini, hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha
Credits : yuukiina @ tumblr for the smexy gif
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Gangnam to Harlem
Nowadays, world seems goodbye-ing Gangnam Style and welcoming Harlem Shake
Like the other people, I wonder who the man behind this mess on yt since it become an internet meme. Then, I find Baauer
This man, just like Psy Gangnam style, become so popular because one ofnot-really his song parodied by some silly guys
Like the other people, I wonder who the man behind this mess on yt since it become an internet meme. Then, I find Baauer
(wondering how old he is, but I won't bother myself finding it, lol)
This man, just like Psy Gangnam style, become so popular because one of
(not sure if it's the first one. Please someone, CMIIW)
Then, it just BOOM!!! everywhere. Everyone wants to do Harlem Shake. In the weirdest way they can be. And posted it on yt.
I just can't understand it. Why they are doing it? Do they desperately showing off their madness? Exposing themselves so they can be famous, at least among their friends, since they posted it on yt? or simply wants to have fun in a weird way? I just don't understand it.
But, I admit Baauer makes a good remake of this old song because I kinda like it and it's a good ringtone
(the old one)
Credit : DizastaMusic and Tate Tucker on yt
RollingStone for the picture
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