Welcome 2014

Finally, it's 2014. I'm feeling weaker and gloomy now because I'm gonna be older this year. Yet, I haven't done some things WHICH should be done last year. I don't know if those things gonna be my resolutions AGAIN this year because now I know I'm not good with planning and those stuffs, I'll just go with the flow or mah intuition.

Looking back the last year, I still CAN'T write any fanfics or stories. Well, it bothers me well a lot because I always come up with new ideas and ended up hanging the idea into several pages and can't write anymore about it. I have for about 30 - 40 prologs now with no development. Is it writer's block? Well, fuck that writer's block. I've been through this for about 2 - 3 years now and it's always been a depressing moments when I added some new ideas, but can't do any further about it. And I have this one ultimate (lol) story that I want to finish. I wrote it 3 years ago, it has several chapters which getting some good responses from some people and as for me, I really like the story but somehow, I can't make it further. NOW, in this year, I'm thinking to rewrite the story. Maybe it'll be slight different but, it still holds the original concept. Hope this changes can make me finish it and of course, I also hope it'll turn to a better story than the previous one. Wish me luck, people!

PS. Wish me luck for removing this blackpanda eyes and pale complexion, too. I'm still human, y'know!